I’m going through the worst time of my life. I just wanted you to know that. words can’t even explain how down I am, you put me through so much and I can’t much fucking more.

you may think I’m being a dickhead now, but you deserve it. You always expect me to give you second chances. sure I want you in my life, but right now, I don’t think that’s possible. I need time without you so i can move on, so I’m not bitter about what’s happened. If you always insist on being there we’ll always be like this. And I’ll always bring it up, because I would never of had the chance to forget it. I’m looking for things to help me get back with you, that is what I want. But it always coes back to what you did, and how everything I ever wanted turned into everything I despised in a split second. You ruined every emotion you built up in me. I don’t know if I could trust you again to get them back, because you’ve lied so much before.

damn I need more porn on my dash

I don’t even know why I bother, you’re a fucking dickhead who I don’t need in my life. You lied all the way through the relationship telling me you’d always be faithful, and you made me trust you with your life. I made it crystal clear if you did it I’d be gone. and I mean it. I’m sorry, but this is it. I’m gone.

To think I might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry